one ton gorilla

Today we went to the OBGYN for what i thought was the last visit of our pregnancy. (C-section on 3/30) When the appointment was over he scheduled us for a visit next Monday. I cannot even tell you how much I wanted to cry when he said one more appointment. My brain took the word appointment and converted it for me into disappointment. I am tired of going to his office. I realize the joy that will come out of this. I am excited for our new baby. I am tired of dragging myself to the Dr. weekly. one more time, one more time. 13/29